Will I ever know the reason?Why my mind has performed treason,Why I hate myself so much,Why I beg for a painful death and such,Why I feel not worthy of life,Why I slice myself with razor and knife,Why my demons never stop,Why my life for death I’d swap,Why I drink until...
Loner Socialite
I’m a strong survivor,Who barely makes it threw it each day,A strong leader of men,Who’s got lost somewhere on the way,I’m a hopeless romantic,Whose heart is broken,I’ll give you the air we need,But on it I’m choking,I’m a poet,But I don’t know how to spell,And as my words send your...
Burdon Beyond My Sins
No matter where I go,No matter what I do,I feel like I’m a burden,Not a part of all of you,I feel like an alien,I feel all alone,I feel like I’m unwanted by society,And this overwhelming feeling is all I have ever known,Maybe I would be better off dead,Maybe it would...
Another Day
Today is another day,Another day of loneliness and isolation,Another day of not feeling wanted,Another day of chronic masturbation,Today is another day of feeling tired,Fatigued, old and unwell,Another day of being tortured by my demons,Another day of hell,Today is another day,Another day of being broke with no place to go,Another day...
The Seven Seas of Sad
My river of tears that I swim in,Getting deeper and deeper the more I swim,I flooded the banks and I flooded the land,Even the reaper didn’t have any of this planned,My lonely tears keep falling down,I’m know my fate, I’m sure to drown,Stormy weather’s straight ahead,But clear skies a wait...
Sea of Abyss (Depression Death)
Lock the door,Close the curtains,I ain’t going to smile anytime soon,That’s for certain,Feeling depressed,Not eaten today,I’m nothing but a tearful burden,Only in the way,My depression is too muchMy pain is too real,I’m numb and empty,Too numb to feel,A tear rolls down my face,A singular lonesome tear,I hug my pillow,Whilst shaking...
Alive/Dead/Alive
I’m a man of love,And I’m a man of hate,I always try to do what’s right,But I’ve made too many mistakes,I saw the sun rise,And I saw the sun set,Then I fell asleep,And the peace and I never met,I saw the dark,I saw the light,I rejected the peace,Cos I saw...
Dirty Dancing With Death
I don’t know who I am any more,I ain’t the person I once saw,I just want to fade away and go,But why? That I don’t know,I’m broken and have been for a long time,I want calm but only more demons I find,All I want is for inner peace,But I know...
Cuddle at Christmas
A ready meal for one,A bottle of vodka calling my name,A room full of emptiness,Reminding me I failed at loves game,With Christmas fast approaching,Less than a week away,I pray that someone asks for my friendship,But it defiantly won’t be today,All I want is a cuddle at Christmas,All I want is...
Cry Buddy
Another night I can’t sleep,Filled with loneliness, regrets and isolation,I try to relax as the sun rises,But self-hate is my only meditation,I stay clear from drugs,And I try not to drown myself in drink,My head and thoughts are empty,But the quietness is so loud I can’t hear myself think,Lately, women...