If I Won A Million

If I won a million,I would cure my illness,I would get rid of my diabetes,And be filled with wellness,If I won a million,I would better my life,I would book the biggest church,And make Tracey my wife,If I won a million,I would buy myself a car,Fill it up with petrol,And drive...

Alternating Chaos/Direct Chaos

I came to see an AC/DC tribute band,To try and relax,But Anxiety, IBS and Type 1 Diabetes,Makes my confidence crack,Safe in the company of my stepdad,I try to let my hair down,At a very stressful time in my life,More stress I have seem to have found,I’m sat outside,Just in case,With...

The Dark Side Of Depression

Sipping on my 8th rum and coke,Slurring that life is a goddamn joke,My head full of demons, all hypnotisedWith my thoughts now all paralysed,I have entered the dark corner of my mind,With nothing but misery and torture to find,I have tears rolling down my face,I want to leave, but depression...

The Ghost In The Pub

The music is loud,And people are having fun,A miserable face is the only way I’m noticeable,But happiness is only ok for some,I’ve been sat in a pub for over 2 hours,And still only on my first drink,But I need pure noise and chaos,Just so I don’t have to hear myself...

Rose

I see a Rose, All red in colour,It tells me I’m a fool, if I love another,I see a Rose, dressed all in white,Telling me to not stray tonight,I see a Rose, deep in blue,Asking me to stay true,I see a Rose, All red in colour,It tells me I’m a...

Dr. Pusherman

I’ve realised,My doctor is a pusher man,Giving me drugs,That he doesn’t even understand,Somewhere, someone unknown,Decides what drugs are legal or not,All decided based on which makes more money,A never-ending money-making robot,Right now, I’m numb and out of it,Like I’m an extra in the walking dead,All because I want help with...

Dreams

Tired eyes rest up for the night,And my senses drop me from a great height,Showing nothing and nothing showing,With my inner demon’s strength ever growing,Falling deeper, deeper I fall,Into a land where there is no rule, Welcome to the world of dreams,Where nothing is as it seems,Whatever it is, alive...

The Sleepy Dog Of Hell

I go outside,To smoke a cigarette,I’m surrounded by the night’s sky,And my troubles I soon forget,I take out my phone,To try and capture this peace filled occasion,As such calm in this life,Rarely comes free and without persuasion,But something unknown makes me focus,On the picture I’ve now obtained,I zoom in to...

Definition

Mental health,It will not define me,But mental health,Is all that they see,If I hide away,I’m a coward on the run,If I stand up for myself,I’m public enemy number one,If I tell the doctor,I’m in a place for the ill,If I tell the police,I’m running for the hill,If I tell my...

Dr. Biased, Leading Expert In Mental Health

Look at that man,Sat over there,He’s having a full blown conversation,But no one else is there,He looks scared and lost,And he ain’t took care of himself,He is different to us,A classic symptom of mental health,It’s pure witchcraft,The devil’s own magic,It’s truly pathetic to see,And really quite tragic,I became a doctor,To...