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I Shall Survive

I’ve spent a life time running,Running to escape who I am,Never accepting that I could one day recover,I always just thought that I was forever damned,I convinced myself that I had to suffer,That is was my sole purpose for being here,And in order for me to pay my debt to...

If Only….

How I long to be accepted for who I am,And not for what people think they see,And how I long for people to look at the kindness in my heart,And for them to rid their assumptions of me,How I long to feel like I’m a part of this society,By not...

Stars

When I look up to the sky,In the middle of a darkened night,Losing track of time in the depths of insomnia,And nothing but worry’s and demons cloud my sight,I try to focus on nothing but nothing itself,Usually, to no avail,But sometimes I do manage,And when I do, the never ending...

Born

I was born a broken man,Into a broken home,Sent down straight from the devils trashcan,And on this lonely planet I shall forever roam,Born to never know who I am,Born just to suffer and to stand out,Born to be scared to even whisper,Yet always prompted to stand up and shout,Lately I’ve...

Awake In Bed

Lying awake in bed,Paralysed deep in my thought,Seeking long lost answers,To lessons life should have already taught,Am I even good enough for this?To just simply exist amongst it all,Who even am I?But a deluded and confused fool,I sit there pointlessly numb,With my mind pacing and racing,Pondering my crazy thoughts,With dreams...